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I don't know if that would be fair to Nikolai, though.

When I come from he is a prince vying for the crown.
He was ambitious. And cocky. And I thought he was only using me for status.
Plus I didn't want to be queen, so it didn't make sense to marry him.

I still don't want to be queen.
But it's hard to say if the future waiting for me is the right one.
Here, he's already king.
And he's different. He's learned lessons. He is a good king.
But most of all, I think he is destined to marry someone else.

Another person told me that. From even farther in our future.

i do not know if PARALLEL WORLD is fair
or even real
just something other tell i of when i ask about what will happen if we go home with memory
but if was true
NIKOLAI would still be those things in world NIKOLAI knows?
possible i should not try to tell about, because is complicated...

yes
he tell i about princess from SHU
is sad to marry not loved one but
to marry for kingdom is king 's fate
if remaining king.

fate is fate
like destination at end of road but
sometimes
can get off the road if really wanting to.

Oh.
Oh no, not the Shu princess.
Although I'm sure she's very nice.

[ What does happen to her? Aleksander didn't tell her. Oh well. ]

No, he marries Zoya.
Apparently.

[ It's a love... square. ]

[Konoha... really did text trying to check if Alina was doing okay. Maybe offer to have her over, cook... But, sorry, what-]

ZOYA?
the ZOYA you tell me of before with powers and scary face and nice breast?

The very same.

is
is all things ALINA hears of future from trusted person?
you make ZOYA sound not good before…
and was with MAL?
no?
memory is too drunk?

Well.

No. The person told me that lies a lot.
But I don't know why he would lie about THIS. He doesn't get anything from it.
He told me that Zoya was the queen and that Nikolai was her consort and he wouldn't get any power or prestige if that was true. He always wanted to be in power.

But yes Zoya was with Mal.
But I guess not anymore because Mal and I get married?

well
would be getting… much upset and broken strength of relationship of ALINA and NIKOLAI?
no?

[look, she doesn’t know how Villains work but it seems a bit suspicious that’s all she’s saying..]

on beach
ALINA sounds a little happy potential
talking about MAL and farm and countryside
is why i keep secret like asked.
but
no more?
even if if future is true and ALINA marries MAL
is possible proof that MAL just want ALINA like ALINA is in future
not past?

[ Gosh dang Konoha and her logic. ]

When I thought about marrying Mal, I was imagining a simple future.
And it was a fantasy, because there was many responsibilities keeping me from that so it was impossible.
And it almost felt safer to want it like that when it couldn't happen.

Love is complicated.

[she is trying so hard]

yes
i hear this many times

but
i think people allow to be more complicated than must be.
that is matter for future ALINA
if you really want
need only be present ALINA

is up to you.